Theos-Talk Archives (April 1996 Message tl00553)

>Bee,
>Who the dickens made you feel that you had to go on the defensive? I wonder
>whether it was the same stupid person who told me the other day something
>like he had a whip in his bedroom.

As there are persons whose msgs I delete on arrival, I have not read that.
If I read all the msg I would probably have a daily rise of blood pressure
and that is not part of the plan I am pursuing at the moment.
>
>Don't mind people like that. Most of us want to reasonably discuss, well, at
>least semi-reasonably ... and then we're friends again. I think we're all
>learning as a group.

I understand that but some of us have personalities that are not conflict
oriented. I have spent most of my life fighting adversity of one sort or
another so now that life is peaceful, enjoyable and satisfying, I don't go
out of my way to invite conflict. I sometimes even wonder why I want to say
anything anyway. Do I expound because I want to show how learned I think I
am, do I want to impress others, do I want to impress myself, do I feel the
need to change others by what I say, it could be all of them, none of them
or some of them. I am still trying to work that out so while the sandpit is
liable to get bombed, I will just ponder over some msg and keep me opinion
to meself :-) I actually have plenty of them but they are probably only of
interest to myself and sometime I don't know that I understand them too well
yet anyway. And I am still into de Purucker and even the esoteric dialogues
are proving to be most fascinating which is why I am not that sure of just
what my opinions are yet. Makes for an interesting existence in my twilight
years.
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>Liesel
>Member TI, TSA, TS in Canada, HR
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Bee Brown
Member TSNZ,Wanganui Branch.
Theos Int & L